I am a dreamer. No matter what I do, it is a fact that cannot be avoided or changed. Not only do I dream when I am asleep, but I dream with my eyes open. Fantasies of what could happen, the question of "what if?" is constantly running through my mind, the desire to roam free urges my feet to walk across the face of the earth. I only wish it were that simple. If there was a profession of "Professional Roamer of the Earth," that's what I would want to be when I grow up. The only problem is that I need learn how to not only dream, but dream and make opportunities for those dreams to be real situations.
Opportunity making really hurts. It makes me realize which dreams are capable of becoming tangible situations and opportunities and which dreams must stay in the land between asleep and awake. I dream of traveling all over the world... and getting paid for wouldn't be so bad, I dream that I might actually realize what I want to be when I grow up (does anyone truly know what they want to be when they grow up?), I dream that art might actually lead to something for me, I dream that my Prince Charming will come in a soccer uniform of a famous club and will sweep me off my feet in his nice car (does Prince Charming even exist? I'm really starting to doubt he does.).
I'm not sure if these things will happen, well, Prince Charming in his soccer uniform is a definite not happening, but I am sure that my life and future are in the hands of a Father who does know my comings and goings, who knows when I fall asleep and when I wake up, a Father who gives a home to the sparrow and clothes the lily of the valley and who will take care of me.
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